Depressed

There I go again... depressed... feels like the whole world don't care cuz I'm a bad person after all...
Everyone out there is having fun while I'm in my room, being depressed and bored....
Feels like a failure and a loser.. as always... going back to the past that Ive been avoiding all these time... guess it doesn't really matter after all... all those hard work I've put in...it'll go to waste someway or another... such a failure being a human being...
whenever i look at pictures in fb in other ppl's profile i get so jelous that they can have the life that they are having... whatabout me? M I TAT bad? do ppl seriously feel unsafe around me? misuderstanding as they can be... i think i'm beggining to loose myseld AGAIN...
perhaps its sorta my destiny
like its in my genes...
bored and depressed.... =.=