i understand now...
i understand it completely~
if it wusnt those 3, i wont b wud i m now.
hahaha...
i found da answer, all i hav 2 do is hav da rite thinkin liao i'm FREE!
giahahha! so happy!
prloplaply slining slongs wlite now!
those 3, da devils, i shoulda juz treat dem as equals, defeat da devil inside me.
L, J, and T!!!
TEHHE@

Dear Diary,
gurney wuz kinda fun, we played instruments in a shop and got scolded by the shopkeeper.
Giahaha!
Yuki Lim washed her feet in the female's toilet while i, who had more sense washed my feet in the disabeled ppl's restroom.
we went up an escalator which is going down.
i pierced bck my ear hole.
We lied to the ticket seller we were oni 12 years old so we could get a discount, the ticket seller looked at us 4 awhile and Yuki nearly laugh her ass off.
i weared high heels juz 4 da fun of it while the shopkeeper juz look at us.
i said "welcome to Malaysia" to strangers.
n i think tat's it.
skyline wuz a weird movie.

Dear diary,
It had been a long time since I've written in you.
Guess what?
I found the joy of typing and posting in blogger.

WAD ABOUT ABNORMAL PPL????

SHIT ALL THOSE SHITTY ADVICES, you know the thing about parents is if they don't experienced something before, and you are having that problem, all they do is just say " pls dun do that ok? I'll beat 'ya up if i find u doing that... AGAIN!"

OK. I'll say the truth about me. I'm an abnormal gal and Peng Hua is to blame. Peng Hua secondary school messed up my head. If it isn't Peng Hua I wouldn't be in the situation I'm in now.

I'm a lesbian.

K! I KNOW!
IT'S DISGUSTING!
but I can't help it!

That's the problem.
I have no one to speak to my problems to, they'll euther find me disgusting or whatever they are thinking. This school messed up my life man....

THE ONLY PPL I CAN TALK THESE STUFF ABOUT:
Amanda lau( oso a les)
evangeline( an ex-les)
Melissa Lau( Amanda's twin sis)

other ppl juz treat it as entertainment and laugh it off. Well, I just blend in, laughing and saying I';m disgusting and treat it as a joke. But deep inside I'm cutting myself.

I can't keep it anymore!
I HAVE to tell you! So i posted this.
I JUZ WANT TO.
I don;t care wad passer-by think about me and i believe they wouldn't even care how i think so we could juz dun care u i dun care me something like that!

I AM UNDER PRESSURE~

Lady gaga is a devil. THE BAPHOMET PROVES IT.

i don't know wats wrong with me buut lately i am just so god damn emo. i dunno how to mix with other ppl anymore... i feel sick and tired all the time and when i think nothing is gonna get worse, it does. i feel like drowning, i really need the attitude i was in when it's jus january, when i walk around the school screaminig at the top of my lungs for no reason at all....it's like wanna cu myslef into pieces so i wouldn't need to worry anything

Dear diary,
Haizzz....time just pass by so fast... a while ago I was writing my diary entry fir 2008....Still toking about UPSR and so on. and of coz the childish lil game... Club penguin,
But now I am in form 1....
new friends...
new surroundings....
new bitchy teachers,,,,
I HATE JEPUNA PIG....
rOU yI U IDIOT, u din come to skul when i was there,,,,

Awwww...how much I miss my Hun Bin Tomyam, they jus make the best Tomyam I had ever tasted. Ping Hua Tomyam not nice 1. BLEK@!@ Disgusting taste yet so expensive.

I love Hun Bin TOMYAM@!!!!

c'mon...

actually, Im an expert in people who's depressed and so on. come to me my darling and let me cheer you up...

kiddin friend....

hey... I am just a junior in the blogging world. to tell you the truth, i found blogger kinda BAWring... you just type type type, post post post and so on... well, it's just a matter of time when I actually find the true joy of typing. I find facebook awfully boring too last time. but now I can't live without facebook.

oh shut up you moron...

MisS lING jUNKY LITTLE place!

Hello there whoever you are, nice seeing you reading here...har...har..